Procrastination

My friend once told me that procrastination is a lot like masturbation; it's good while it lasts but in the end you realise you've just fucked yourself. I'm supposed to be doing my English essay which is due in tomorrow. I've done the introduction and now I've totally blanked. Why can't my mind stop thinking about everything at once? It's leaving me no room to concentrate. Man, I need some motivation. On top of it all I'm hungry. So in other words, I'm fucked.

It's been a while.

So, I've officially started my last year of school as of 3 weeks ago. I have 9 months left to go and I'm both terrified and elated at the possibility of finally finishing and moving away from home. This town has been my home for the last 12 years and I can honestly say I'll miss being here. That isn't to say that I don't want to get out of here, it's kind of a hole, but I'll miss the familiarity and the comfort that this silly little town provides.

Something about getting my exam dates already has me freaked as well. It all seems so real now and the end is getting nearer and nearer with each passing day. I hope it's a good year, because I know I'll remember it for the rest of my life.

From Lauren, With Love.

It's official.

Today is officially day three of my attempt to blog once a day for at least 2 months. I intended to do it anyway but since It's on my list of 101 things in 1001 days I figure it should help me keep it on track more. There are of course days I will not have access to a computer but I plan to blog in advance and make it post automatically or I plan to write it down and type it up later. I've already started numerous things on my list, but i know that it's going to be a hard one to fill. I didn't exactly make it easy for myself because I'm prone to forgetting to do things daily. I had a dream last night, I'm sure i did but I can't for the life of me remember it so i don't believe that counts as forgetting to put it in my dream journal. I have successfully (or perhaps not so much) complete all of my year 11 exams and am now entering into my last year of school (well, in a few months anyway). It's all highly exciting and I'm slightly anxious about it all. I hope I cna keep myself motivated to complete it successfully at to the best of my ability. But we shall see!