Living life

So a lot of things have changed since I posted here last. I feel as though I almost have a new perspective and joy for life. I find myself living in the future a lot; like, 'I can't wait till this happens', but I'm trying to change. I find that if you live too much in the future you forget to live in the now and pay attention to the beauty that surrounds you every day. Even the smallest, seemingly insignificant thing can change your life if you want it to. I love that. I love the fact that I have the ability to change someone's life, hopefully for the good as well. I don't understand people who constantly bring others down for something that they can't change. Paying someone out for their looks is stupid, they can hardly change the fact that they have an oval shaped head and feet the size of a babies.

I think people need to stop making others feel bad to make themselves feel better. No one person is better than anyone else. I try to live this way, and understand how hard it can be to stay on track. You just need to remember that inside every person is an insecure, beautiful person. Everyone has the right to feel special and comfortable with who they are.

Contemplating,

So I've been doing a lot of contemplating and thinking about my future recently. I'm just about to go into my last year of high school and before i know it I'll be at Uni, broke and alone. I've been talking to my mum about ways to save money and it's almost starting to freak me out. I don't know if I'll have the time to get a job while I'm at Uni so I've got to start saving now. We figured out I could probably save about $7,000, and my parents will pay for my residential fees so that means I've got about $7,000 to feed myself, clothe myself and buy my appropriate text books and such for a year. I don't know what I'll do after that year but I'm hoping on a scholarship to be honest. I'm sure some of that money has to go towards all of my fees and other random stuff along the way. It's strange how fast I'm growing up. I'm freaking out really. I don't know how this is going to work but I guess I have to just get through this coming year first, then I'll worry about the year after. Hopefully I win the lottery on my 18th birthday, that would be epic.